January 2011
Day Three : an ideal significant other
I have a significant other Sooooooo its not ideal anymore ..
Hurt me with the truth, but never comfort me with...
Day Two: a goal.
honestly, i wanna have a job & enough money for a car .. not any type of car, but the car i want. thats my main goal: to have money & a car. that’s what i’m working towards & that’s what i’m striving for.
sometimes i feel like i can do things independently but i’m stuck worrying about someone else, so i hold back on what i do .. sometimes i wished i only had to worry about myself just to save myself form a little bit of stress & irritation, but in reality, i put everyone else on top of my grind & always think about them before myself .. i’m putting my life on hold just to work...
Day One: a memory.
I remember back just a year ago, you were still around. you were my backbone, the lady i leaned on when i was struggling. all i can do now is reminisce about all the times we used to go out and eat, go to coffeeshops, play the slap machines, shopping, going to see new places & cruise around & deliver & just go anywhere & all the parties you threw & all the times you helped me...
dear mom,
you’re supposed to be my MOTHER, someone i can tell everything to but i just can’t cuhs we can’t talk without an argument & i hate it. you just DON’T understand & you NEVER listen. i wouldnt lie to you & i proved myself to gain your trust. so why are you going back on it? i’m growing up, you can’t control me all the time. i’m responsible with...
school & i can’t be friends i swear … i’ve been missing a lot of school & i still end up on honor roll .. wtf? let’s hope i don’t jinx it & fall behinddd ):buuuut fuck it ! i still make up the work the day after i go out & have fun.
i finally learned how to pick myself back up & get my life together. life’s going great for me & i...
"Love can make you happy but often times it hurts,...