December 2010
Day Five: One good memory this month.
there are too many good memories this december, so i can’t just list one. so let’s just say most of december was good (:
Day Four: Write 30 interesting facts about...
1. i am lactose, straight up. nothing with milk.
2. i only eat with wooden chopsticks when i go out and eat.
3. i have a bed time ! it’s at 10, but i tend to stay out way later ):
4. my eyebrows & eyelids are highly uneven ): so i gotta shade in the brows & do the eyes. LOOOL sucks.
5. i am SUPER picky when it comes to anything.
6. i have OCD .. like forreal.
7. i...
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vent.
DEAR FAT PEICE OF SHIT WHALE,
who the fuck are you to think you control things in this house when you’re the middle child of this house? who the fuck says the world revolves around what you say you dont do ANYTHING, you sit and make a mess and have mom clean it up for you. you yell at everybody as if they were youre fucking dogs. WHAT THE FUCK FATTASS, reality check you ain’t a...
Day Three: Last time you had feelings for someone.
throughout the whole year i’ve liked only two guys. the first one was more out of pity & now it was all regrets. the other one, is who i’m kind of in like with now. just because this one worries about me a lot & whenever i need to vent or bitch, he would be there just to listen to all my bullshit & what not. ahaha. i like how he can keep up in a conversation and how he...
i've totally lost trust in everybody i've ever...
in the end, there’s nobody you can trust but yourself & family.
& they always do what they said they wouldn't.
you know, no matter how many times i hear people say that they’ll always be there for me, or we’ll always be close, or we’ll never stop talking or drift? well when it really comes down to it, truth be told they were all lying because it seems as if i’m the only one making an effort to make plans, but i always get shot down. it’s either i text/call them first, or they...
Day Two: Where do you see yourself in 10 years?
In ten years i see myself living on my own & making my own money. hopefully having a steady job & a steady boyfriend. having the car i’ve always wanted & just being happy. i hope to see myself more family oriented then ever & hope that everyone else is the same way when they grow older. thats where i see myself in the upcoming 10 years :)
My Thoughts Are Visible Now.: Girl/Guy →
ayokrazee:
Guys drink to forget about girls. Girls drink to think back about the guy. When guys are in love, they become poor. When girls are in love they become pretty. Guys can forget, but can’t forgive. Girls can forgive but can’t forget. Guys break up when they feel love from another girl. Girls break up…
Day One: Are you happy in your life right now ?
As of right now I’m pretty content. As soon as I move and get all the answers I need and be able to trust a certain someone with myself then I’d be happy . I’m happy for being healthy, having a family to lean back on and some friends I can always depend on . But no matter how life is , at the end of everyday will always be a good day for me, so to sum it up; yes, I am happy with...
10days
bbystinele:
1. Are you happy in your life right now? 2. Where do you see yourself in 10 years? 3. Last time you had feelings for someone. 4. Write 30 interesting facts about yourself. 5. One good memory this month 6. What is your ideal relationship? 7. Top played songs on your playlist. 8. A picture of yourself 9. List 10 things you dislike 10. What have you realized during the past 10...
Sometimes I don’t know why but I really can’t trust you . You tell me one thing but end up acting bitter towards me when things come around. Please don’t be fake with all your questions and comments . I don’t get you at all sometimes . I feel like you’re the reason alot of people aren’t together cuhs you have so much to say . I hope karma comes back around to you . Just let life take its toll
Day 10: One person you can trust.
idk where all the day 8 & 9 went o.o
myself, because no matter what only you know yourself best. as for me, my flaws, my good things & bad things about myself, i know it all. it took me awhile to figure out who i am and what not, but as soon as you know yourself, it’s just easier on everything. trust me, it’s worth the journey of figuring yourself out.
Day 7: Four memories you won’t forget.
1. going to virginia for the first time this year. all the people i met, all the food i ate, and all the places i saw. first time cross country road tripping & i couldn’t ask for a better experience. i can’t wait to come back again, i miss it so much.
2. the day when i left home & lived off on my own, it’s not a good memory, but it’s unforgettable cuhs it made me...
christmas eve.
i spent christmas eve doing almost nothing, but it came out to be a pretty chill day. going to billy’s and getting nothing done & then meeting up and just went around .. sat my ass in the cold ass air for like 3+ hours … godddamn i was so numb when i got home >< texted everyone, phoned & slept. i can’t wait for the new year to begin. i’m debating on going to...
this christmas,
all i really wanted was for everyone i love to be happy, healthy, and strong. i miss holidays where my family was complete, when everyone was there & when we would all celebrate together. my family slowly drifted & we’re all broken apart now .. it breaks my heart knowing what used to be & how it is now .. but who am i to fix anything .. i miss it
Late Night Talks with JayEff Duarte
tehehhehe, no sleep ftw ;)
break.
breaakk, is pretty good so far. my break consisted of going out to eat, going to the mall, grabbing some tastea/volcano & going shopping. lots of it ): so far so good. i feel like every dollar that is put into my hands leaves within the day. sigh ): starbucks run in the wintertime = love. taking forever dressing up and getting ready = love. and waking up and sleeping when you want = LOVE. i...
i don't get how slowly my clothes go missing ...
like wtf ?! o____o weird .. i fucking hate it when that happens -__- then i gotta rebuy what i lost ! ugh .
maybe i shouldn’t do this, but it seems like you’re not stopping yourself in putting your life with mine. i don’t know why but no matter how many times you go MIA, when you come back it’ll always feel the same. each & every time you regain yourself to come back, you just keep me going further & further. i love how you know when i’m not okay & how...
You don't gotta lie to KICK it.
i really don't appreciate
it when i tell someone how i’m feeling like i’m pissed off angry, sad, mad, or moody & they tell me “oh blame yourself” or “you wanted it” or “you chose to do this/that” throw something back in my face. like wtf? umms .. okay the way i’m feeling didn’t even concern anyone else & what do you know when you weren’t even there?...
Chanele!: I'm running out of people to turn to. →
cdeeezy:
There are so many people that claim to have my back, but when I turn around I see nothing but my own shadow. I don’t want someone that will pick me up whenever I fall, I need someone that will catch me before I hit rock bottom. I’m tired of picking myself back up because sooner or later, I get…
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it's easy.
to be able to love life. to be able to smile through the pain & being able to overcome the hurt and actually find happiness inside of you. i think the faster you let it all go, the faster you’ll be able to focus on bigger & better things. i used to dwell on the sadness & i’d always think of it & bring all the feelings back. but not anymore, i get over things fast, yeah...
Day 6: Five things you can’t live without.
1. my iPhone <3 <3
2. my MOM & cousins & aunts & grandparents.
3. my MAINS, all day erryday.
4. $$$.
5. everything we have now through technology, mother nature, and man made things. LOL
vent.
I pray to god that you live life at 100 feet below the earth, where karma hits you everyday and I pray that you’ll be the unluckiest and unfortunate with everything you do. I hate you, but hate is a strong word, so like God always says, pray for everyone & let him do his job. I just pray that you live life going through hell & back. I pray that you take everything for granted &...
Day 5: Six songs that you’re addicted to.
1. “Runaway Model” - Chris Lago.
2. “Miss Right” - Ne-Yo.
3. “I Miss You” - ZYR.
4. “Aye Shawty” - T. Rich.
5. “Worldwide” - Lil Eddie
6. “Rocketeer” - Far East Movement.
Day 4: Seven fears/phobias.
1. Failure.
2. Not graduating.
3. Having no money flow in the future.
4. Having any family member pass away .. (except my brother, i can care less.)
5. Insects -____-
6. Spirits, Ghosts, Omens, etc.
7. Blood. i can’t stand the sight or the smell or taste. nastyyy.
Day 3: Eight things that annoy you.
1. People who act like they’re the shit & above everyone else purposely.
2. Shit talkers that ONLY talk shit behind people’s backs.
3. Liars .. like seriously it’s a bad habit.
4. Laggers & bailers. that’s self explanitory.
5. People who break promises after they’re made.
6. Gamers, like seriously people who sit on their computers all day, wasting their...