January 2010
i feel so blanked out today & i cry for no apparent reason .. lol, fuck this ):
weekend.
friday was school, mall and kickback, saturday was party & kickback at tskeezy’s & then bounced out to eric’s pad.
lame, never doing it again, i feel weird & dead & i feel like shit, nap..lates.
after nap is phone and all thattt.
friday;0130201
school the whole damn day, omg, i felt like CRAP, came to school with the biggest hangover & i felt like throwing up every 20 minutes .. lol, i layed in the office for like 1 and a half hour & they still didn’t let me go home -.- stupid office people. whatever, i survived a whole day .. & then after school, just kicked it & then got picked up so i can go return my boots, but...
i can’t say or do anything anymore, it’s not my life, i can understand that. i can say as much as i want or do what i can, but when it comes down to it, it ain’t my life, so you do whatever you please. i got my own life to handle & my own things that i gotta do. but as much as life throws at me, i put out my love for you & everyone else i care about, but that wasn’t...
today was a really fast day at school..went to some scholarship program & then just school, currently in a free period & on the internet..ughs, so bored, hmmms, what to do today what to do today, homework & more homework )’:
S T R I C T L Y doing me
i'm liking these boots.
that i bought yesterday, hehe its so cute (; but anyways, nowadays i honestly don’t know why i went out all the time, my parents are getting me a phone again, this time i’m going to take that advantage of having one, wisely. i didn’t give a shit about having a phone, and i never had thoughts of it, but seriously, i know i NEED it. haha, yeah yeah, call me a phone whore, but ey,...
hmm, to leave off yesterday, well lan came yo pick us up & we went food shopping, then to BK, and then back to taco bell, then to the pool & played pool. hahaha, and then back to fag’s house & then got picked up & headed to some old people’s party x) so then we bounced out & i went home to sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep!
today, i am dedicating myself to school work,...
fucking lagger -.-
i’m so tired of you always lagging on me! WTF, i’m hungry & you never come through when you say you ARE..ughs, i know your damn boytoy can break us apart, but fuck i ain’t trippin’. it’s your life not mine. i can’t/wouldn’t want to change you, but just know that we are drifting. i KNOW you know it to, we’re to the point where i can’t even...
skipped..
school today..it was latestart anyways.. lol, so we called up KL to pick us up & dropped tiffany & stuff at school, then we headed to mainplace! yaaay, and then i got dropped off at fag’s house & then now waiting for lan to come pick us up to go eat & then beach! yaaaay! byee.
school was so long & boring, i didn’t even concentrate. i wasn’t planning on going to school, my tummy hurted aloot ;O but i went to school anyways..and then afterschool turned in all my work and then went to nina’s house, then met up with lynn & lan. then wentt to go eat & then we went to go shop around the edwards plaza..then lynn wanted to go home so we went back...
well anyways, lan dropped by while i was busy as fuck, doing laundry, cleaning my room, cleaning my closet, and doing homework! omg, she told everyone i was mad at her for the wrong reasons, but whatever, i guess it’s whatevers.
then lynn picked us up & we went to get nina & off to wal mart! after walmart was drinks & snacks, then we decided to go to boiling crab. daamn, that...
wow, so much drama from the weekend of thuy’s birthday & all that. i hope it dies down soon, i don’t like how only one person is twisting up the stories & making everyone look bad. same person that pissed me off on text. haha no one likes him & he talks like me..everyone else pointed it out.
oh that leads me to another point, i really dislike how people start to sound...
sunday;01242010
started out by waking up to pho..ugh, i’m so sick of pho, so i walked over to street dad’s house to bring them pho & give lynn her car keys. we just kicked it there & played hide and go seek with the little kids & then they all locked me in the closet for like 15 minutes -.- LOL, and then we went to go buy drumsticks & flour for chicken! so we headed off to church &...
i think i’m done living this lifestyle, seriously, last night just made me realize so much. about how much effort i put out to keep my loved ones safe and in the end, i’m always the one in danger. i’m fed up with it. i swear, i’m tired of parents hitting up my house & i have to deal with it. i’m tired of looking like the bad person because i cover up & help...
saturday;01232010
out to pho with tsleezy & lynn & korean boy, and then we just cruised around, dropped off korean boy & went to get nina & lan, then we headed to asian mall and thuy’s boyfriend picked us up there. then we went to the happy buffet to eat & then off to the block, fml i spent money from my tattoo stash yesterday ): oh well, and then got picked up at the block & went to...
new hype;
paw125:
haha actually, the hypes been going around for awhile now. but i guess new hype for your generation haha.
lindaanguyeen:
on tattoos? it feels like everyone is getting one..wtfs? haha newest hype niggas,
haha i think so tooo x)
new hype;
on tattoos? it feels like everyone is getting one..wtfs? haha newest hype niggas,
busy weekend!
thursday, i got my tat done, so that took a process of a whole day. today is friday, i need to go get thuy’s present with her boyfriend & see tskeezy get her tat done, haha i hope she cries! (; JK. anyways, so yeah and then tomorrow is thuy’s birthday thing & then parties all weekend! & church for the very last time with lynn before she goes to vietnam): okay, well eat...
for those of you who doubted
that i would get my tattoo, well here it is!
jason derulo - "sky's the limit"
myspace song & my latest love<3
wootwoot, so i’m getting inked up tomorrow! with lynn & beverly, wow i’m super excited & nervous at the same time! first taattoo. & guess what turns out the guy who does the tattoo is my friend..omfg ): LOL lets see how this goes..
ew, rain.
i look & feel shitty everytime it rains! >:o whatever, time for school..
I give a fuck
huynhchristina:
ceendylove:
tellytothe:
About anyone who steps into my life. Whether they be in it for a short or long amount of time I give a fuck about them. But if they choose to make decisions that jeopardize our relationship then so be it. BUT I still give a fuck about them-even if I cut off all ties with that person and let them be on their way I’d still give a fuck about them and...
sin city massive twoKten;
bitch. hit me up if you are planning to go (:
FEB272010. $35 right now & it will go up.
rainy day.
it was an okay day..life’s tumbling downhill for me, but its okay. i’m letting it slide on its own. i hate rain, i do ): so school, then out shopping, and now home munching out. sigh ): i’m so sick of life already. so much can be thrown at me, oh well. life’s a bitch right? live with it & get a move on.
& i miss you already ..
waking up in the morning and feeling like i just dropped ten feet. i’m so tired & fed up with things mentally. physically, i just put on a front, good luck reading through me. i don’t want to go to school today, to hear the ‘i’m sorrys’ it doesn’t change things, sorry. i don’t want to hear it & i don’t want to hear the explanations, i...
life's uncertainties. baby brother;
polubear:
lindaanguyeen:
polubear:
lindaanguyeen:
there’s so much happening to me in such a short amount of time. once again, i help out friends and even when i constantly look out for them, i get fucked over, me. i’m not directing this to my close ones, but only to some certain ones .. if i help you out, you gotta help me out by backing me up, but no. in the end, i stand alone, i back...
life's uncertainties. baby brother;
polubear:
lindaanguyeen:
there’s so much happening to me in such a short amount of time. once again, i help out friends and even when i constantly look out for them, i get fucked over, me. i’m not directing this to my close ones, but only to some certain ones .. if i help you out, you gotta help me out by backing me up, but no. in the end, i stand alone, i back myself up. when the blame is on...
life's uncertainties.
there’s so much happening to me in such a short amount of time. once again, i help out friends and even when i constantly look out for them, i get fucked over, me. i’m not directing this to my close ones, but only to some certain ones .. if i help you out, you gotta help me out by backing me up, but no. in the end, i stand alone, i back myself up. when the blame is on me & when...